L.O.V.E.

L. O. V. E. Love

Lust of virgin ecstasy 

That's where it all begins 

As the tormenting memories in my heart still ring 

What starts as simple play

Metamorphosises into an endless war everyday 

You place so must trust in one person 

Because you believe your life was much worse than 

The time before you had met 

And soon enough your heart was sent 

They twist your mind into hope

Your daydreams whispering, you should elope 

But now they force you to smile 

Just seeing their face brings up bile 

Your petty children games

Using me to gain your fame 

Ruling over your own kingdom 

And then playing dictator to my Sindom 

You form an alley, then you fall out

Stringing up your people all about 

Noosed, pained hanged from the trees 

The smell of smoke suffocating the breeze 

Over time my small country has cracked 

With every thought poor and living in shacks 

My people enslaved, burned, and slaughter 

My heart was not something for you to barter 

What was I? A piece of meat for you to butcher? 

Something to neglect and never nurture 

An empty bank for you to act on theft 

Leaving me with nothing left 

Going through love so many times is hell

Always on my emotions I dwell

Because by now I should have learned that I I don't need a man to make me strong

Or just to make me feel like I belong 

Trust me I've seen a lot of love and felt it

The first a quiet type who ends up being gay 

The one that takes your heart but beats your body every other day 

We got the show off sore loser sporty kinda boy

Then the one that does parkour but can't remember your name 

The emo one that stalks for year after you are gone 

And the older one who is juvie, I wasn't with him for long 

Then we got the one who who swept me off my feet

Then acted like a dick and dropped me in a trash heap 

But now I'm with a musical artist and it really is divine

But though my heart is shared over all it is mine 

I'll admit it though, it really wears down your heart 

It cracks and splits and stretches apart 

After so many battles and wars 

It's them I keep falling for 

But don't get me wrong 

love is great 

Love is smashing

Love is amazing 

Love it *wink* banging 

But you see the problem is with society 

There is never a true heroine of her own story

That rises to where she is 

Without romance or love

Without a perfect male model body behind her

I want a movie or a story about a girl 

Which is strong on her own without a man even present

I need this story 

I have had love lives in the past 

And a grand one in the current state 

But people think I am only as strong as my counterpart 

Because we are raised to be weak

Well let me tell you

I am strong 

I can sweep my man off his feet 

6 pack on coming 

3 inch bicep deep and strong legs for running 

Because I am as strong as I make myself 

I won't follow the definition of strength as the strength of the men around me 

Because I am strong     

And so is love 

But we are both strong independently 

And stronger when we we are together 

But we are not defined by the strength of each other 

You have to figure out love yourself 

It maybe be hard but don't let your heart sit on a shelf 

It needs to be buffered and used and seen 

With such a broken gleam 

So that only the one that truly cares 

Would even dare

And reach inside your chest and stitch up your battle scars 

And still leave you seeing stars 

I'm not sorry that it feels so good 

Yet hurts so bad 

Because love, l. O. V. E. Love, 

Is longing of virtually everyone