Forget society that's why
I keep you out of my shadows so you don't go mad
I keep my lips shut in Ironclad
Why must you keep prying for more details
Recounting the pills and cuts in my entrails
Reopening wounds that I had sewn closed
Rebuilding buildings I just bulldozed
Stop prying about my pain in this world
I keep the secrets locked away so you don't hurl
Because my problems give you problems in a domino effect
Because my chemical hormonal balance has a defect
Stop asking and let me be
But that bad seed
We left planted in between the lines and rows of our empty conversations
Blossom with rage and miscommunication
We walk away because I said to leave me alone
Hiding ourselves behind happier clones
As I cry in the closet and you mumble in bed
About the twinkling tears held in our reflexive glass eyes we dread
The barbed wire I took to my lips to sew them
Demons writing letters on my tongue so I can no longer send
Where duct tape would be better but won't abolish the pain
Where I hold in my dagger words just to keep you sane
Because I don't want to talk and I don't want you to worry
And for this, me being me with this agonizing pain, I'm sorry
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